i  don't wanna cry ```````for example ,i have so much thing and person to  care for,what's more ,mam ,dad  and sister  pay their energy on me .until now,they have being made so unhappy,i could't do another thing to let thay dowm```
      in  fact ,i writed  them is for one thing ,the only thing ,is that--i hope oneday you can see it ,through i know you would't come back again ,  while  ,i  still have this hopeness``````
          i know ,you would't  see it ,for you have left me alone and wouln't  back again,i  have no idea to change your idea ,because i am so small that everybody  could forget me quickly ,you are one of them ````